St. John’s version of the calling of the disciples is concerned with how we grow in faith and so become disciples. As in today’s first reading, about the calling of Samuel, it is a process. John the Baptist passes on two of his disciples to Jesus, repeating his declaration from the time of Jesus’ baptism that this is the “lam of God”, the one who takes away the sins of the world. Jesus is not just a teacher. He confirms this by His recognition of who Simon is, where he has come from and who he will be. In St. John’s Gospel, faith is at times expressed as a coming to Jesus, and seeing in depth is compared with being blind or missing the point. This is how we too grow in faith. If we come to Jesus and spend time with Him, we too may go beyond thinking of Him as our teacher and come to see Him as the Messiah and more.
To discover our true calling and how to be a disciple we are called to follow the same pattern described in St. John’s account. We bring ourselves, with whatever our particular strengths and weaknesses may be. We can know that we are invited to come to Jesus himself and spend time with Him. This may be time spent in prayer, in learning about Him, in just giving time to being with Him. We may not be the rock Jesus calls Simon Peter to be, but we will have a significant role to play. If we find it difficult to believe God has this special interest in us, we can also help each other discover our callings.