August 2014

Today’s Gospel passage is a damning one for poor Peter. Jesus calls him “Satan.” Jesus has got to the point in their relationship when he wants to share with the disciples what is going to happen. He says that He must go to Jerusalem and suffer and die. He also makes it clear that He will rise again on the third day. Peter says to Jesus, “Heaven preserve You, Lord…This must not happen to You.” Last Sunday we head Jesus speaking to Peter in different way: “You are Peter and on this rock I will build my Church.” The place where Jesus says this in Matthew’s Gospel is only 5 verses before today’s “Get behind Me, Satan!” We have Peter’s strength put before us in the “You are Peter” verse; and suddenly we have his weakness in the “Get behind Me, Satan!” statement so soon after. Peter has many wonderful qualities, and we rejoice in them. However, the scriptures make sure that we are aware of Peter’s failings, too: for example, when Peter is walking on the water, he panics and cries out for help; and ultimately Peter tells Jesus he will die for Him but then denies Jesus and runs away. Peter is a real person of flesh and blood, full of all the bravery and fears involved in discipleship, yet he is an example that we do well to follow.

Are we not basically the same as Peter in his humanness and unworthiness? Could Jesus say the same to us, “Get behind me, Satan?” Probably many if not all of us, can think of moments in our lives when Jesus could say that to us. One of the reasons that we come to church is to help us to be better followers of Jesus. Today let us focus on what Jesus is telling us in this Sunday’s Gospel. He is saying to each one of us, “If you want to be My follower you have to pick up your cross and follow Me every day.” We know what Jesus call us to do – do we have the determination to do it? And when we fail, do we have the faith to turn to Jesus again?

Today’s readings all deal with the question of humanity’s search for and encounter with divinity. As today’s scripture show us, it is not that humanity is able to seek and find God by its own powers, but rather it is God who allows God’s self to be discovered by us. And usually we encounter God in the most unexpected of places and ways. Elijah encounters the living God in “the silence.”

In the Gospel the disciples are battling with the storm on the lake, in the circumstances that make any encounter with God highly improbable. Jesus invites Peter to recognize who He is, to have faith in Him, to take the step of faith. But it is only a step. Faced with the reality of the storm and danger of death, Peter’s faith wavers and he needs the Lord to save him.

In our lives, we can find ourselves like Elijah and Peter – at the end of our tether, living in fear, full of doubts. God comes to us unexpectedly – in the silence, in the midst of our busyness and our fear, in our tiredness and brokenness, in our doubts and desperation. The Lord invites us to come out of the darkness of the caves of our lives, to step out of the security of our little boats and to place our trust in Him.

Jesus is preparing His disciples for the even greater self-giving He will carry out on the cross, and the memorial, sacrificial meal, which we call the Eucharist. He feeds us not with earthly food, but with His very self, body and blood, soul and divinity. But the story does not end there, of course. By sharing in the Eucharistic banquet we are already participating not only in Christ’s death, but also in Christ’s resurrection, and therefore our own as well. All the sacraments are participations in the death and resurrection of Christ, but especially baptism and the Eucharist. This great Eucharistic generosity of God not only prepares us for eternal life, but has consequences for us now. If God is so generous with us, ought we not to be generous with others? One of the great challenges always facing us is that earth’s resources should be shared justly among all, especially those most in need. So, food, death and religion are profoundly linked, but utterly transformed in the light of the Gospel and the risen Jesus. Jesus still feeds us in the wilderness which this world can be, but we can always bear in mind that our home is the promised land of eternal life with the Blessed Trinity and all the saints and angels.